Ambitious slow lane swimmer blog is a writing exercise aspires to bubble away the underwater memories and gesture surrounded by this very melancholic blue.

Proposal For Resnais' Swimming Pool

Proposal For Resnais' Swimming Pool

You promised me last year if you love me if you will take me away from here.
— Last Year at Marienbad

容讓我纏繞多一次,幻覺裡這局棋。浪漫格子花紋,東西南北要如何走。然而黑色的我睡夢時候,白色的你來過嗎?小飛蛾緩緩地落在木桌子上,我說「無論去年,明年,我都會在馬里安巴等您。」在這安靜的迷宮裡,只有入口的場所,我安靜地摸牆而走,我好心痛,因為我們生命,就算有去年、今年,還有明年。你都不願意,把這些東西奉獻給我。而我再一次單獨一人向前走,還是沿著這些悲哀的年,還是穿過安穩的廳堂,沿途經過這麼多不朽的畫像,漫無目的地走著我的單程路,我的一秒廿五格。好像嘯聲處處,但總是寂靜無聲。這座城裡並無一人,對話猶如深深的井,無法傳遞我所有的渴望,這些妄想,好像不應該有回應。就像我小時候每晚睡前總要唸的禱文,如同行在天上,如同內容好像不應該有意義似的。這滿天花粉的街角,未說的語言就要駐足在唇上,被瓦解,或朽壞。這是你的旨意,你旨意我的祈求從未被應允。

Proposal For Resnais' Swimming Pool (2005)

Proposal For Resnais' Swimming Pool (2005)

Proposal For Resnais' Swimming Pool (2005)

Proposal For Resnais' Swimming Pool (2005)

Some are Born to sweet delight, Some are Born to Endless Night

Some are Born to sweet delight, Some are Born to Endless Night

Brutal Burial

Brutal Burial